Our True Mother

Brothers and sisters, this is the moment to understand the intimate relationship between death and life.

We have been wisely told that the path of life is formed by the hoof prints of death’s horse, and that is certainly a tremendous truth. When we die, we find that the extremes meet; we depart from our family, ancestors and relatives, and we believe everything will be forgotten through time and distance, but when we die, we return again to their bosom. This is something that is unclear and incoherent for us. I do not want to say that we return immediately, but eventually, since it is obvious that between death and the new birth there are post-mortem states; however, I repeat, after death, after the well-known post-mortem states, we return to the bosom of our ancestors and relatives.

It could be objected that a long time could have passed and they would have died, and that is right, but they in turn have returned to the bosom of their ancestors, as the ancestors have returned to the bosom of their ancestors, and thus they form a chain, so that when we return, we will find them dressed in new bodies. The same family groups always develop from life to life. They can, indeed, change the roles a bit: if we were children before, then later we will be the parents. The sexes also change—that depends on the karma of each one. But family groups always come together to repeat the same episodes. That is the law of recurrence.

There are also groups that, although they are not family, meet again to determine historical moments of humanity. One very famous group was that of the French Revolution: Marie Antoinette, Marat, Robespierre, Danton, etc. I set out to investigate this group, and despite the slander raised against Marie Antoinette, I found her in a white tunic. She is a very chaste woman, despite the fact that she was accused of being an adulteress. Also within the group is Marat, an initiate who at certain times in history had certain very tough missions. And Robespierre, who appears as antagonistic, as the antithesis of Marie Antoinette and the aristocratic group, is also part of it. That group fulfills specific missions that are very tragic on the path of history. That group is currently disincarnated. In the superior worlds, these people always walk together. The day they take shape is the start of another kind of revolution like the one that took place in France. There is no doubt that they are a class of beings who work hard and suffer with drastic, terrible missions. Marie Antoinette amazes with her courage. She is impassive in the superior worlds, dressed in her white tunic. She is a true heroine in the most transcendental sense of the word, a woman capable of making great sacrifices for humanity, who made mistakes, I cannot deny it, but not as much as her slanderers suppose.

Thus, this humanity marches and forms in groups. Those of us present here have also been gathered in groups and we have met incessantly, that is obvious. This same group working now was also gathered before the Porfiriato revolution (1876), back in the last century, and now we are together again. I have recognized my friends, I have spoken to them, but they do not remember. Sometimes I am even glad they do not remember, because since I was a fallen bodhisattva, I even committed or caused some harm to them.

Awakened consciousness accompanies me, yes, thank God. For me, at the end of an existence it is like a masked ball, the masks fall and the harsh reality is revealed. In any case, I speak to the consciousness, and whoever knows how to understand, well, understand.

I want the brothers and sisters here to wake up, so that you will know how terrible this law of recurrence is. To all those present here, I know them well... There I see the lawyer. There I see Rafael Ruiz Ochoa who accompanies me on all the paths of God. Here I see Susana, who is now Clarita... But they don’t remember me, so waking up is something very essential, very necessary. What does one do all their lives with their consciousness asleep? Nothing! That is very sad.

But I tell you, my dear brothers and sisters, that life and death are intimately related. No matter how far you have gone from the company of your ancestors, from your relatives, you will return to their bosom. Sometimes one says certain things... For example, sometimes one takes a body here, and at other times one has to be born in France, England, or Germany. It could be asked, what am I going to do there, if I don’t have relatives there? Yes, you have relatives there from other existences. Part of the Old Testament speaks about the death of Solomon, and it is said, “I will gather you into my people.” I don’t remember if it was Solomon or one of those great kings of antiquity, but that is a tremendous reality, a tremendous truth. That is why we cannot in any way behave badly with our relatives, with our folks, or with our families, because undoubtedly, we are united to them by blood ties, and sooner or later we have to return to them. We must by all possible means try to behave as best as possible.

Theories and the Intellect

The crude reality of life certainly distances itself from vain intellectualism. One can have many theories in one’s mind, but they are useless. The only thing that truly serves is what is connected by blood. Friedrich Nietzsche said for a reason:

When the famous Faust tries to sign a pact with Mephistopheles, he wanted to write with ink and Mephistopheles tells him,

That is a tremendous truth! The blood has a magical, intense, tremendous power.

I have been able to see in practice that vain intellectualisms are of no use. Once, I was talking with my Divine Mother Kundalini in a great room. I embraced her with love, that of son to mother. Afterwards, when she sat down, she seemed to me like an ineffable Madonna,⁠¹ and I asked her the questions that you already know, such as if it is possible that there is someone in the physical world who can self-realize without the need for Sexual Magic, “Impossible, that is not possible.” After my Divine Mother Kundalini got up from that chair, a pedant of the intellect, one of the sons of Mammon, approached her and asked her a completely intellectual question, with very difficult conclusions that I myself did not understand, to which My Divine Mother Kundalini did not give an answer. She simply turned away and withdrew. For Her, that has no value. The only thing that has value for the Divine Mother is authentic wisdom and perfect love.

Where to Find Wisdom

We must value all of life’s experiences, not underestimating family experiences, nor underestimating experiences in the city, or at work, because it turns out that from those experiences the summum⁠² of wisdom is obtained. For example, I extract wisdom from the experiences of life itself. Any scene, any event in the daily bustle of existence, helps me to obtain wisdom. I simply use meditation. During meditation I try to extract the deep significance of any experience of life, practical life, of any event of daily living, and by grasping that deep significance it is obvious that I acquire wisdom.

I have come to demonstrate the reality that people do not know how to differentiate what is good from what is bad. They do not have a clear awareness of what is good and what is evil. Oftentimes, when wanting to do good, they do evil. Oftentimes, trying to do evil, they do good. People do not know in themselves. They do not have an awakened consciousness to know what is good and what is bad. The Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil should not be despised. In everything good there is something bad. In all the bad, there is some good. If people were aware of what is good and what is bad, there would be wisdom everywhere, but what exists everywhere is ignorance.

Another of the most serious problems is that of interpretation. We are in a true Tower of Babel, where no one understands anyone. How often does one speak certain words and they are misinterpreted? The serious thing is that those who often misunderstand feel offended, when the person who said it had no intention of offending anyone, and it is because everyone has ego inside, and it is a lousy secretary who misinterprets, disfigures everything, gives words another meaning. Knowing how to listen is quite difficult, brothers and sisters, because that secretary that every human being carries inside misinterprets everything, translates according to its prejudices, preconceptions, opinions, and that is where the problem lies. Conclusion: we are surrounded by things that we underestimated that are worth a lot. We often underestimate our relatives, and that is a serious mistake, because we have to return to them.

Death and life are intimately related. We underestimate the small details of daily life, the small events, when we can extract the maximum wisdom from them. We look for wisdom in theories but there is none, and where it is we do not look for it. It is obvious that wisdom must be found in the chores of daily life, in the struggle for daily bread, in living with our own, with our relatives. One must know how to find wisdom by not underestimating experiences, extracting content from them through the technique of meditation.

Behold the difference between Dionysus and Mammon! Dionysus is not intellectual nor is he interested in intellect; he is not greedy either, he renounces wealth. Mammon is one hundred percent intellectual, and wants material goods, wealth, money, at all costs. Dionysus and Mammon are therefore antithetical.

We who have renounced the current of Mammon have become polarized with Dionysus. As we told you previously, not everyone has been able to polarize with Dionysus. The hippies, for example, are polarized with the negative aspect of Dionysus; they renounced Mammon, yes, but they did not know how to polarize themselves positively with Dionysus, but rather negatively; instead of transmuting creative energy as we, Dionysus’ devotees, do, they have fallen into infra-sexuality, into sexual degeneration. Here is the difference. Instead of the mystical ecstasy that we acquire through meditation, they enter the infernal worlds through pills, L.S.D., marijuana, mushrooms, etc.

The Dionysus current is active, but we must polarize ourselves positively. Certainly, the supporters of Dionysus who have polarized in his positively radiant, luminous form, have renounced intellectualism. We are perfectly convinced that it does not lead us to the experience of reality, the truth.

We acquire wisdom through meditation. As the themes for meditation, we choose the experience of daily battles, the event of the moment, the event of the day, the most outstanding, that which intellectuals underestimate, the minuscule facts of domestic life or the kitchen, perhaps the incident on the street, or the encounter with the sweeper or the police, or any fact at the factory or at the office. From there we will extract wisdom through meditation.

It is not just a matter of understanding these daily events. One may have understood and yet not have apprehended, catching their deep significance. What is interesting is catching the deep significance of what we have comprehended. When one captures that deep significance of what is comprehended, the result is wisdom. Such wisdom, acquired in a practical way and through meditation, is worth more than all the theories of the intellect together.

I was able to appreciate my Divine Mother Kundalini, how she turned her back on that theorist. For Her, theories are worthless. Those complicated and difficult theories are good for Mammon, not for Dionysus’ devotees.

In these times, my dear brothers and sisters, it is painful to see how people have overdeveloped their intellects. When I see one of those university students stuffed with theories, I feel compassion for them. What do such intellectuals look like? Simply like a man who has developed a superfluous organ at the expense of others. For example, someone who excessively developed the abdomen, someone who has one arm longer than a shorter one, someone who has one foot larger than the other: a monstrosity! Such a monster is the individual who has exclusively developed the intellect at the expense of the other faculties, a monster developing one part while the others have remained in an embryonic state. Out there are monsters in life, individuals like this who are born with a huge head and small bodies, individuals with huge bodies but legs that are useless for walking, too short. Thus, psychologically speaking, they have developed the intellect at the expense of their other faculties. I believe that all the faculties must develop harmoniously, otherwise we would become psychological monsters. It is not possible to develop all of our faculties harmoniously if we simply fill our heads with theories and more theories.

It seems better to me that we learn to extract the wisdom of the facts of practical life through meditation. That is better than the “hippie” style.

Let us drink the wine of meditation in the cup of perfect concentration. This is how we acquire what is called wisdom.

Theories are useless. At the time of death we forget them, because the only thing we take with us to the superior worlds, beyond the grave, is what we have become as consciousness. We take with us the love of our parents, friends, nephews, relatives, brothers, grandparents, uncles, relatives. We take with us the lived experiences of life in its crude reality. The intellectual theories, the theories that fatten the mind, we do not take them with us, because they do not belong to the consciousness. One can only take the things that belong to consciousness...

Here you could object, “Then the ego? Is the ego from consciousness?” Yes, it is of the consciousness, unfortunately. The ego is the result of mistakes made by the sleeping consciousness, the errors within which the consciousness sleeps. It is obvious that we also take with us the errors of our consciousness. Our egos are the results of errors made by the consciousness. We take with us what has become consciousness, even mistakes [defects and vices]. The theories we learned have nothing to do with consciousness.

Seeing this, brothers and sisters, we need to wake up. For this, it is necessary to live alert and vigilant like a sentry in times of war.

The book of life is the best of all books. True wisdom is from consciousness.

Our True Mother

What would become of us, my dear brothers and sisters, if at the time of the death of the ego, of the “I,” of myself, we did not have our Divine Mother Kundalini? It is obvious that we would be orphans. Let us take this a little further: by dissolving the ego we remain orphans in this world, because no one understands us, even if we understand others. Nothing attracts us—desires, parties, passions, all that has died for us, life has ended, turned into a desert. One like this can live in a city, yet is alone. If it were not for the Divine Mother Kundalini one would be dead, but fortunately she comforts us. With good reason the Hail Mary says,

This does not refer to the death of the physical body, but of the ego. She can pray for us at the hour of death. She can ask the Logos on our behalf. Yes, she can beg. Yes, she can beg in certain White Lodges for us.

The Divine Mother Kundalini is a true mother, a mother in the fullest sense of the word, our authentic Eternal Mother.

Thus, so long as one kills the ego, there is no need to fear.

How does one remain if one eliminates it, without ego, without “I”? (This is how some protest.) One is not left alone. Inside, one is fortified, consoled. The igneous serpent of our magical powers, Kundalini Shakti, comforts and helps us. Thus, thanks to her, no one is defenseless.

She in herself has wisdom, love, and power...

Wisdom that is not of the mind, since she is beyond the mind...

Limitless love and power over all that is, has been, and will be...

The Source of Power

But you see, the igneous serpent of our magical powers is not in any theory, it is in sex, in the very root of sex, in the very root of that force that put us into existence, in the depths of our consciousness.

Many others who have written about the Kundalini present it to us as something cold, awakened by the “bellows” system: “inhale through the right nostril, exhale through the left nostril.” This is the error of the theorists who have not experienced that fire in themselves! It turns out that this fire that rises through the spinal canal, that flame, is not something frozen like a theory that freezes in the brain, no, it is the fire of love, the fire of sexual delight wisely understood, the flame of Eros⁠³ that ascends victorious after being awakened by means of sacred copulation. That flame can and does open the seven churches of the Apocalypse of Saint John. They are the seven magnetic centers placed exactly in the cardinal points of the human being.

The first church of Ephesus is in the coccyx, with its corresponding plexus between the creative organs and the anus. See the intimacy of that chakra or plexus...

And the second center, the prostate/uterus, how great it is! Who would have thought that wonders exist in the prostate/uterus, however there are, yes. While the first church gives us power over the Prithvi tattva, over the gnomes that populate the face of the Earth, the second gives us power over the waters of life.

And what shall we say of the third church that is in the umbilical region? That of acquiring power over the sacred fire, power over volcanoes.

And what shall we say about the fourth church of Thyatira that gives us power over the air, over hurricanes, over storms? We are not going to acquire powers through ambiguous talk, or through confusing intellectual terms, but by loving with all our hearts, developing in us the highest, purest feeling, raising the sacred flame of love to that marvelous chakra. It is obvious that such a center gives us the power to enter and leave the body whenever we want, such as being able to put the physical body in a Jinn state, such as being able to command hurricanes and storms, that is obvious. See how the flame of love can perform those miracles in oneself and within oneself here and now!

We talked a little about conceptual synthesis... There are very few people who actually have the power to synthesize; there are people who to tell the truth have to write a huge volume. It really would not be possible to acquire it without the development of the throat chakra. This chakra is not going to open through voluminous texts, nor by engaging in lustful topics, nor by getting into universities, but by raising the delicious fire of sexual bliss to the creative larynx. Unquestionably, among other things, it also gives us the power of clairaudience, the power to hear in the internal worlds.

And let us now think of the frontal chakra, a resplendent chakra that allows us to see the mysteries of life and death, the ultra of things, which allows us to see everything that has been and will be, allows us to study the hidden anatomy, etc. It is not acquired by reading, but by raising the fire of love to the brain, which corresponds to the cavernous center in the cerebellum.

A little further on we reach the pineal gland, the crown of the saints, that splendid faculty, that marvelous chakra that allows us to study the Akashic Records of Nature. It really opens raising the sacred fire, then it turns resplendent, and the zodiacal belt also shines in it.

How blind is the intellect!

Remember, I have been telling you that our solar system has twelve planets. I did not need huge volumes to find that out. For that, we have higher order faculties. Recently I saw in the newspaper that scientists have discovered a planet that is beyond the orbit of Pluto. Beyond those planets is another...

Before, it was not twelve, but thirteen. You already know that the thirteenth planet exploded, and scientists know that the fragments revolve around the Sun.⁠⁴ It was the thirteenth that exploded. So now we have twelve planets.

It is still debated whether or not there is life on Mars. They have not been able to photograph it. What can be seen as dust storms is water, and it is obvious that there is life, it is inhabited, it has water, which is the basis of life.

In the end, the intellect struggles, while one can investigate faster. The intellect is clumsy. Look how backwards “physics” is, such as these rocket engines, where is the progress? And this is how our scientists from the tower of Babel think, to conquer space without having conquered time? To conquer space, you must first conquer time. You already know that time is the fourth coordinate, the fourth dimension; as long as consciousness has not conquered the fourth dimension, it will uselessly try to conquer infinite space.

This new era is different from the past. Now, intuitive individuals will stand out, those who go beyond intellectualism. Now the current of Dionysus will prevail. The theoreticians of intellectualism will be left behind, they will be like museum displays, they will be seen as too clumsy.

In the new era, the intuitive ones will stand out. That is the harsh reality of the facts.

We all have to adjust more and more to the new era that is beginning. The bygone era is past. Look at those nuns with vestments from the era of Pisces. They no longer fit in with the time we are in. They look obsolete, out of date.

When the age of the water carrier arrived, everything shook. You see how the religion of Rome tottered, and is still tottering? They are all fighting against other sects, who are also shaken, because Aquarius has a tremendous revolutionary force.

Aquarius is ruled by Uranus and Saturn. Uranus, the main ruler of Aquarius, is completely revolutionary. The curious thing is that Uranus governs the sexual endocrine glands. So the one who wants to accommodate to the vibration of Aquarius but does not enter the path of sexual regeneration is condemning oneself to failure. Uranus is an extraordinarily rebellious planet!

The Dionysian wave has been vibrating since the Sun entered Aquarius. It is the force of Uranus. Along this path of sex, of transmutation, we find the Kundalini, wisdom, intuition. That path displaces the intellect. That path precisely marks the new era as new, and the past as the past.

At this moment the world is completely in turmoil. Certainly, Aquarius has not found humanity properly prepared. Humanity has become negatively polarized with Aquarius.

Since Uranus is naturally explosive, atomic experiments are also intensifying. The abuse of nuclear energy will intensify catastrophes during this Age of Aquarius, because the atom has been abused too much and will continue to be abused, increasingly tremendous bombs will be invented. This is how it happened with the Atlanteans, they invented tremendous bombs...